yo jadi w mau naro tulisan2 yg rada puitis gw disini. Biar ada arsipnya. Serah sih kl ada yg baca trs mau bagiin di sosmed krn menurut lu bagus *ehem*, tp di source ya. W berharap moga someday bisa jadi kumpulan puisi yg dijual di tokbuk, amin. ya itu ntar kl gw udh ada fans hehe.
so here goes, 1 poetry every 1 post. I'll post whenever i feel like it. it can be a short story or just poems-like like this. and it's in bahasa/english.
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truth is i often missing u. i know i cant really tell what that means, it might be an illusion that i know so well, that u are just mirage for what i always dream of. Afterall u came when i was sit deep down below the surface, its only natural if i ended up clingy. But its bothering me more than i should have, i found myself wondering lots of tim, more than im willing to.
I appreciate my time more as i grew and i cant let this anymore...wasting my time just or something i know i couldn't reach...we are so different more than similar things we have. im not regretting all we've been through, it's refreshing in a way.
But can i finally get this through to u ? i cant casually throwing this to ur face and expect things to be the same afterwards, after all its what lies deep within my feelings. though i dont wanna let this slide like always and all this just faded into a memory.
u made me smile and sulk in the same time. our crossing path is certainly fate, it means something to me. i have found it. though i sometimes think why should we know each other if in the end we gonna go to our separate ways ? idk if im okay with this...idk if my perspective to u would still be the same if we were met first. idk if my perspective would still be the same if we are met someday. idk how should i treated this now...
though u have become my muse in poetry, oh how i wonder if u were the same like me since the beginning. How will this end ?
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for u, who is a mystery to me.
